Just found something interesting, by starting to re-read the transcript. After being booted out of the court room, to have the officer explain his shorthand to me, I came back in, and said what I said, but then a debate on a deal with the Crown has ensued, and the JP has said "so are you prepared to go to trial or not?" - I've never responded to this, because again he kept interrupting!
Interesting or not? (i.e. useful or not

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Hypothetically this means I couldn't proceed, as I couldn't come up with proper defence right there and then, but was forced into doing this (?)